Nightstands, lamps and books,
and we two stretched out on the bed,
we were both staring at separate
corners of the ceiling thinking
about something else, I suddenly noticed,
radiator of January clanking.
Then suddenly
we started talking
about David Bowie.
I don’t remember who
started it, but we were soon
wondering out loud about
health problems, genius and conflict,
how you need love and hate for creation –
like the man in the lobby
of the transient hotel
on Grand Street, LOVE and HATE tattooed
across the knuckles
of both hands, just like the guy
in the movie.
The very next day, we heard through
the systems that Bowie, the person,
was now gone
from this world.
Except for everything he left
back here.
We, Sophia and I, ah, we
were still together
then. And sometimes I called her
Mary
Magdalene.
It was before
our relationship
got too sick
of its own intensity,
and died.
Suddenly, like him.
No goodbye.
People always say
they don’t see ghosts
but I see ghosts
all the time.













