Poems by Robert Beveridge (Day Two)

Eulogy

She ate chicken hearts

still beating, lambs’ brains.

Said it made her healthy.

She got

what she came for,

her brother said

before the trial.

Robert Beveridge

I Have an Embarrassing Story

You’ve beamed over to the wreck

and you scope out

anything that looks

like it might get you a few bucks

for it if you haul it back.

We may not have found much

but we lit a fire in the remnants

of a greenhouse, swapped stories

of more lucrative runs. One of the new

guys talked about hunting cats

in the ruins of a religious apocalypse.

A second talked about the gleam

of firelight off the armor

of a machine pistol in the hands

of an android, the words

that let him live while we traded

thermoses of liquor from worlds

none of the others had ever seen.

Robert Beveridge

Poems by Robert Beveridge (Day One)

(Today we begin three days of poetry by Robert Beveridge, with two fine efforts. We hope the readers enjoy them as much as we do–The Eds.)

Client

He considered somnambulance

as a way to attract attention

but his priest counselled

against its dangers

in a mountainous region.

Instead, he projects himself,

possesses the bodies

of orange marmosets.

Robert Beveridge

Dow Saah (“Sweet Bean Paste”)

Steam rises as the buns

firm up. Lamplight

flickers over the pages

of the old cookbook,

the next page perhaps

a recipe for fish, tofu,

breast of longpig.

The scratches at the door

intensify. The buns

are almost ready. Blow

out the lamp.

Robert Beveridge

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The Heaven of Beauty by The Drifter

“For when words cease to cling close to things, kingdoms fall, empires wane and diminish.” – Ezra Pound

This week The Drifter offers a twenty-three-line poem because that’s what occurred – or arrived. In the unlikely event that anyone out there wants more “Drifter” today, I advise perusing this pome (not a typo) a multitude of times. This is not an article from The New York Daily Bullshit with a tag on it saying, “2 min read.” Reading this piece very, very, very, very, very, very, very slowly (aloud, or inside) is the recommended method – a form of medicine. I here predict (and if I’m wrong, I won’t know it, or care) that this one will be around for a while.

In the title, “Beauty” is a name, as in the old French legend, “Beauty and the Beast.”

This piece contains the past and the present, and has eyes on the future, in a writing where hundreds of things are deliberately hidden within every line.

And: age, does it not sneak up on us like a thief in the night?

With sincerity,

The Drifter

April 30, 2026 AD, 11:33 AM

The Heaven of Beauty

When I thought of your long red silver hair

and how many years it’s been that I haven’t seen it

blowing in the wind,

I was surprised, and almost shocked,

and I couldn’t believe that it was almost May again.

May,

month of dying

purple lilac petals in Berwyn,

another chance, a thawing of the heart, a re-resolution,

despite all.

May,

a sinking of the heart, a re-realization,

a too-real realization, and a knowing, that nothing,

like us, does not last forever.

And May,

telling me

there will be

another summer

of a different kind

Somewhere Else

somewhere down the line

one of these

lifetimes.

The Drifter

Nardo by Geraint Jonathan

Nardo

I got the flasks of trebbiano

followed by the 8 shirts

thank you

Nardo

since receipt of the trebbiano

& the shirts

I have nothing else to tell you

Nardo

I have received the trebbiano

44 flasks in all

6 of which I gave to the Pope

I thank you

Nardo

I got the cheeses & the crate of pears

& the trebbiano

I thank you

Nardo

but since receipt of the cheeses

& the crate of pears

as well as the trebbiano

I’ve little else to tell you

but I thank you

& please no more

Nardo

I received the silks the wax cloth

& the trebbiano also

& the pears & cheeses

& I thank you

but Nardo

if I am alive next year

no more I beg you

yours

Michelangelo

Geraint Jonathan

(After Michelangelo’s many letters to his nephew Lionardo Buonarroti)

My Aunt Wears Holiness like a Second Skin by Jonathan Chibuike Ukah

(Note–Today we conclude our five day look at Jonathan Chibuike Ukah. He is nothing short of brilliant, and we hope to see more. And even though our readership is small, it grows, and in it we are sure that God, or whatever such high person, must know of this fine poet, for deities remember whom they gift–LA)

Do not remind her that Heaven and Hell are real;

she will scream that she knows, she knows,

her face will become light; her eyes will twinkle;

She will raise a cry like a strangled cat, a caged bird.

How dare you tell her about salvation and redemption

when her yellow dress proclaims that Jesus is Lord,

and her handbag has a black and white poster,

shouting, Repent, for the Kingdom of God has come?

In the evening, she goes to the morning mass,

and in the morning she attends the evening service,

while her unrepentant husband and five children,

awaited her five loaves of bread and two fish,

which she promised that Jesus would bring to them

as part of the miracle He did to feed the five thousand.

Her husband rebuked her for starving her children;

but she snapped that man shall not live by bread alone,

though she stopped by Mama Ngozi’s Akara stall,

and chucked three balls of bean cakes into her rainy mouth.

The day her husband flipped out to lash out at her,

she remembered the silver rosary around her neck,

which she dangled at him, like a small golden gun,

screaming, touch me, and I will turn you into a stone.

Her daughter told her that Christ turned water to wine,

not the stone she threatened to turn their father into,

my aunt rocked like an empty drum, rolling to the floor,

My father handled you with gloved fists and smiles,

but I will give you ten thousand scorpions and vipers.

Each time, her face glowed like milk against the sky,

or an ancient wall whose brown coating peeled off,

The unmasking of a god’s charred face by a child’s hands.

At night, when she carried her husband in her holy hands,

her children ran out to the sitting room, unable to sleep,

and the only noise plundering the neighbourhood,

was their mother’s Jesus is Lord! Jesus is Lord.

Jonathan Chibuike Ukah

(Image by Christopher J Ananias)

Man with an Umbrella by Jonathan Chibuike Ukah

The man held an umbrella over his head,

like he held darkness from crashing into light.

A sartorial suit sold in Soho,

an Obama shirt, a Trump rain jacket,

Che Guevara’s moustache,

Fidel Castro’s pipe, Abacha’s sunglasses,

Kim Jong-un’s shoes and Clinton’s smile.

The man walked like Armstrong on Mars,

as though all of the ground was wool.

How the clouds had descended on earth,

made the floor of every garden fluffy,

chastened the rough places,

patched up the crooked landscape,

that he who was the next thing to an angel,

would go with no broken bones,

or blistered toes, or bloody eyes.

His blessed hands had pulled down the lift;

his tender, socked feet matched on a white terrace,

smeared it with the blood of the nine-year-old.

He married her with full rites and rights.

But it was his hands that touched off this inferno,

by which he fondled two breasts in passing,

though his innocence glowed from his collar,

shouting, it’s better to die of passion than of boredom.

He was a devout believer;

prayed seven times a day,

even as he walked on the tapestry of the sky,

the red carpet which Heaven laid out,

for those who would ascend at the rapture.

Watch the umbrella! Watch the umbrella!

with a nipple like a virgin’s.

Who would blame him for touching it?

It’s like caressing the pages of his holy book.

And as he went home that rainy day,

the night was too virile a consolation,

from a day woven with the linen of fear,

when he would tear off these garments,

lay beside the limp body of his wife,

and closed his blessed eyes and mouth.

Jonathan Chibuike Ukah

(Image is of a statue near Ivy Green Cemetery, Charleston, WA)

My Father’s Voice by Jonathan Chibuike Ukah

As I voice out these words,

I remember that my father had three voices,

the voice he used for my mother,

the voice he used in speaking to us,

and the voice he used for his kinsmen.

He had no voice for himself and his god,

though he said that he would have time,

to speak to himself and to his god when he died.

I can imagine my father mumbling to his god,

when he’s on his way to his ancestors,

blaming him for the way he was cast upon the sand.

What else would he be doing with his fellow dead,

if not, making them get used to his new voice?

The grave would echo his loud, lone voice,

when he blasted his dreams and tantrums

through the waves and storms of the grave.

He said that he would return once or twice,

but there would be no thrice.

I wondered if he dismissed his full resurrection

that deals with three comings to bear fruit,

or whether he would start creating sequences

which no one had ever seen or heard before.

The voice my mother heard from my father,

was the cradling of a flower during a flame,

something that began with tongues of yellow fire,

and it was the hammer, death nails on wood,

or the voice that fell the oak that dried in summer;

the same voice commanded wealth with a guitar,

singing to his ancestors the pain of his lingering,

when, with one deadly blow, time lashes out at him.

How often I tried to speak to my mother like my father,

with the voice of a man tormenting spirits asleep,

but she stirred as a queen roused to fury,

and ordered me to await my time to grow,

when time itself runs out of things to say

to a man whose moment of victory has come.

Sometimes, my mother forgets that we were there,

while she waited to hear my father’s voice,

calling her from behind the bedroom curtain,

to hurry up, as the night is far and deeply spent.

Jonathan Chibuike Ukah

(Image is of an allegedly genuine totem pole found in front of a great bakery in Manette, WA)

A Man in Love by Jonathan Chibuike Ukah

God! All the girls say I’m Jerusalem,

surrounded by gigantic mountains;

some say I’m nature’s poor patchwork

and I’m not beginning to show leakage.

There’s no trembling in the sky,

there’s no falling of the clouds;

my defences are rigid and stone solid

and I have not ceased to be a lightless night,

or a field of flowers littered with corpses.

I embrace the night like it is day,

though I see what jewels lie on the ground,

sparkling, illuminating dark objects between.

Like my head sticks within the clouds,

and I have no way of turning right and left,

but stranded between the earth and the stars,

I hang my neck where the noose is strong.

I’m now in a house with a thousand doors,

Yet, I lock each room in my blood.

But you picked up this secret flame

burning like a distant scent of rushing water;

led by a spirit you cannot comprehend,

you arrive with hesitation at my door, knocking.

Now, I stand before you naked,

a man in love, in epileptic surrender,

a man who cannot speak or hear;

a man who was not blind from birth;

but wander without eyes except your light.

I am challenged and paralysed,

I am physically disabled and displaced

dead to everything around me.

Like a bone lying carelessly on a garden floor,

I pant for water, air and nutrients,

not knowing how to return to my former life,

but knowing only the outlines of your heart

that feeds me like water, air and nutrients,

and not cast me away like a rejected prodigal,

but wash me in popsicles, wrap me in joy.

Jonathan Chibuike Ukah

(Image is of a “orgone pyramid” on top of one of Leila’s many book cases)

The Stone of My Fathers by Jonathan Chibuike Ukah

(We are pleased to welcome the readers to five full days of Jonathan Chibuike Ukah–The Eds.)

When I grew old and bold enough to understand

the difference between the laughter of the forests

and the grinning of the flowers of our garden,

my father showed me the stone of his forefathers.

His great-grandfather hewed it from an ancient rock

which built the stalagmite walls of the Woku River,

where the young women of my village fetched water

when drought possessed the land like the night;

or famine ate the fields like a band of locusts.

My father told me that the sea that overflowed

in the Harmattan during the anger of the moon,

or the River Niger that surged beyond its banks,

had swept over the rock a thousand times a day

and rendered it wrinkled, rough and cracked.

My grandmother planted flowers around it,

and dug up the ruin in its base with tenderness,

that though the wind ceased near our compound,

the stone had enough air to breathe and live.

On the surface of the stone lay names of my forefathers

whose wives and mothers tended to the stone

and preserved its hardness and longevity till now,

that time would not erode its beauty and strength,

standing as a bond between the past and the present.

He told me how crazy the rain had become of late,

that swept over the stone with wild gales and storms,

yet did not wash away the names of my ancestors,

that stood out in the garden like light on a hill.

It became a scene of dusk and darkness in the sun,

weathered by time, fractured by a cruel touch,

the stone lay on the ground like an old carcass.

I asked my father about my mother’s name,

which the stone did not display to the town.

“Your mother did not clean the stone till her death,

and now it stooped not to bloom again at her time.”

My eldest sister said mother killed the old stone

after father sprinkled the blood of a goat on it,

as an annual sacrifice to the gods of the land,

that we might have life and have it abundantly.

Even stones wilt, whittle, decay and die away

if care, love and affection pass them by.

Jonathan Chibuike Ukah

(Image of a winged friend perched on a stone in the Manette district of Bremerton, WA, USA-Leila)

Jonathan Chibuike Ukah is a Pushcart-nominated poet from the United Kingdom.His poems have been featured in Propel Magazine, The Journal of Undiscovered Poets, Atticus Review, Tab: The Magazine of Poetry and Poetics, The Silk Literary Magazine Sublimation and elsewhere. Jonathan won the Poet of the Month Award for December-January 2025 of the Literary Shark Magazine 2025, and was the third winner of the Poetry Contest of The Hemlock Magazine in 2025, the Editor’s Choice of Panoply Zine in 2024, and the Second Poetry Prize Winner of Streetlight Literary Magazine in 2024. He was shortlisted for the Minds Shine Bright Poetry Prize in 2024.

The “Mad” Woman by The Drifter

(All images by The Drifter)

“So you may say, / Greek flower; Greek ecstasy / reclaims forever /

one who died / following intricate song’s / lost measure.” – H.D.

Today’s discussion of medical issues is from a layman’s point of view since I am a Doctor of Philosophy and not a medical doctor. But the medical facts have been garnered and gathered from folks who are medical doctors – in person, not just through reading. So this column offers the best of both worlds: the medical facts filtered through a philosophical perspective, with a touch of Edgar Allan Poe and Franz Kafka, except that THIS IS REALITY.

The “Mad” Woman

You walk back into your tiny apartment after another trip around the block. The second you enter your one main room, you realize that something is amiss. Someone has been in here again during your 30-minute absence. Not only have they been in here again, they have rearranged some of your items. The difference in placement is very subtle. A hair brush you thought had been over here is now over there. Your coffee cup has been moved three inches away from the place you left it. And the television remote control device is now sitting on the opposite end of the end table from the one you left it upon when you left your apartment thirty minutes ago. Because the people, or beings, who enter your apartment and rearrange your stuff when you are gone are very subtle, very secretive, and very sly. You do not know why they are targeting you and rearranging your stuff; but “they” have been doing this for years. You slowly move around the apartment putting everything back in its right place. Then you notice that the dart board on your wall has also been rearranged. It has been moved exactly three inches to the left. You suddenly realize that the dart board is not a dart board: it is an eye. It is a GIGANTIC EYE through which THEY are watching you. THEY also follow you around on the streets sometimes. You have been incarcerated more than once for accosting these spies on the street. You approach them unannounced and unawares, demanding to know why they are following you, whose orders they are following, and why they don’t feel guilty about being spies. The authorities sometimes show up when you take these interrogation tactics too far. Sometimes that’s when the straight jackets come out and the incarceration thing happens again. You are aware that all of this seems “crazy” to them. But you are being followed, tracked, and surveilled within your apartment. Not just the dartboard but also the bathroom mirror is an EYE watching you. Watching you and reporting your activities to THEM. That’s why sometimes you don’t move for hours. You just sit there alone in your chair in your apartment utterly unmoving, not even daring to get up and go to the bathroom. Some day you will figure out who is doing all of this, why they are doing it, and what the universal ramifications are. You’re pretty sure that most of the spies are human. Others are definitely demons who look like humans. A few are humans you’ve been long familiar with, like your sneaky and wily landlord. That landlord of yours who always acts so friendly on the surface then turns around when you’re not looking and reports all of your activities to the authorities. The ultimate authorities are not human. They are not God, either. Rather they are some kind of currently unknown (to humans) creatures who live on a Planet called the North Star that is not in our galaxy and not even in our universe. One day you will know the reason for all of this, and it will elevate you. In the meantime, you can’t get a job because your life is constantly taken up with dealing with them, fleeing from them, thinking about them, analyzing them, dreaming about them, hiding under the covers from them in the tiny bedroom. (Under the covers is the only place they can’t see you, although they can still sometimes say things to you, like, “You stupid fucking bitch” over and over again.) Maybe some of them are friendly though (you are hoping this is true). Maybe everyone and everything in the world is not your enemy. Maybe. Maybe. Maybe! If you weren’t on medication, things would really start to get bad. You remember that you haven’t taken your medication in a few days, not since the last time you saw your therapist. You go to the medicine cabinet. To retrieve your medication. It should come as no surprise that your medication has disappeared because THEY have stolen it. Later you will locate the medication bottles in a different area of your apartment and realize that the jerks who are following you around and messing with you have moved your medication again. You dump all the many multicolored pills all over the floor and slowly and methodically begin to count them again, over and over and over again…counting the pills in this way also keeps the voices in your head quiet as night comes on, at least for the most part…

Welcome to the wonderful world of full-blown schizophrenia. The low moods and crazy highs of bipolar disorder look like a cake walk compared to this. Bipolar disorder is an episodic disorder where the patient is rarely, if ever, psychotic, i.e. totally out of touch with reality. There are a few medications that work really well in helping to control the occasional, extreme moods of bipolar disorder along with all of its daily intensities, mini-nervous-breakdowns, hilariously dangerous outbreaks, and sometimes-constant hyper-irritability. There are no medications that are great, or even very, very good, at controlling schizophrenia, although some med’s can help control the delusions and hallucinations a little. There is not much chance that any of this will change, at least not in the next couple of centuries…

The Native Americans, like the ancient Greeks, believed that “crazy” people were in touch with the gods in a special way that made them special people. They weren’t just sad, pointless cases with no reason, no goals, no ambitions, no purpose. Instead, their unusual condition was seen as a thing that was bringing messages to the rest of us. Not clear messages, ambiguous messages. But messages nevertheless. In the modern, secular, capitalistic, warlike, atheistic (or fundamentalist religionist), consumerist, commercialized, monetized, advertised, atomized, and alienated world, your value is the price tag on your head. Special people are not special, they are worthless, pointless junk to be discarded if possible. The medical professionals who do more than anyone else to try and help these people also often do more than anyone else to stigmatize, traumatize, and stereotype these people. There are literally millions of severely mentally ill people in the USA alone, and that doesn’t count the rest of the world. It’s a known fact that schizophrenics in the USA and UK, for instance, usually hear voices that are harshly criticizing them; while schizophrenics in places like Africa or India usually report (instead) hearing the voice of God.

These people really are messengers. It’s us who are not listening.

The next time you see someone standing on the street corner yelling at and kicking a telephone pole as if it were alive, or staring into the sky with a terrified look on their face as if an angry Martian were gazing down at them and scolding them, see if you can get inside their head before you pass on.

The Drifter