A Nightly Poet Struggles to Say Goodbye to His Drama Queen Then Says It By Dale Williams Barrigar

Baby, this is not my choosing but I

got to go now and I

cannot be

put by

nor set aside for later.

Lady, I’ve got to go now, I’ve got to run,

I don’t know why or where, really,

and I definitely

do not have any idea

what the new road will be

holding.

But I got to fly

like a fucking arrow back then.

And I’ve got to go now, so I can fly again.

I was allowed to fly, back then, with the Word,

on the back of the laurel

wren, and in only this I cannot be, I will not be

put by.

Sweet Honey-pie, I’ve got to go now but no, I do not know

what you’ll do now

nor how you’ll get by.

I will be undone by all of this I know,

Female Deer, my

Dearest.

Now and far more later too, some day or suddenly.

And the road, it’s too long.

And the price of this midwestern song

is a red wheelbarrow

of sorrow.

Actress please stop

sighing

and don’t start

crying.

And try to remember me

in your prayers.

But not in your dreams of tomorrow

because life is still beautiful

but we

are the fallen sparrow.

6 thoughts on “A Nightly Poet Struggles to Say Goodbye to His Drama Queen Then Says It By Dale Williams Barrigar

    • DWB's avatar DWB says:

      Dear Diane

      The Bard said, “I do believe her, tho’ I know she lies.”

      This narrator seems to think that two can play at that game…

      Thanks for intriguing commentary!

      Dale

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  1. Dale

    It can be looked at as the relationship between the poet and the muse. Sometimes you gotta wonder if one or the other (or both) is a cheater.

    The “beat” gives it a feeling of a song. It catches you and moves you along.

    Very fluid and highly enjoyable!

    Leila

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    • DWB's avatar DWB says:

      Hi Leila

      Wallace Stevens said, “Literature is the better part of life.” And then he added, “Provided that life is the better part of literature.”

      Such apothegms seem to apply well to a story like “Overtime” as to a poem of this nature…

      Thank you!

      Dale

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  2. honestlyb3ba694067's avatar honestlyb3ba694067 says:

    Quite why this poem moved me I’m not entirely sure but move me it did. And love that sorrowing of Dr Williams’s red wheelbarrow. That last line tremendously poignant.
    Geraint

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