(Ed note: Happy New Year to All! And although we have been up every day for several months, it is still a joy to announce our grand opening. Today we start the year with a wonder bit of work by Christopher J Ananias, who is also responsible for the header image–Leila)
from the bug eyes of isolation
put the trailer court into a paper sack
and drink it
thirty years of days, gone
classmates, like pickets
they want, (they say), to see me at the class reunion
an October affair
when the pink glories despair
I can’t recall their faces
no one to dismiss
surely they had the makings of which
hair lips teeth—smiles and such
no successful accolades
What can I give?
they don’t want to catch my limp
one more look over the yearbook
oh, heart jumping!
there’s Lori’s brown braids
and Ken’s grin
he passed the pot pipe—and more
frozen people on wooden bleachers
others marching with golden horns and blue pennants!
cheerleaders throwing stars!
teachers standing around
oh sadness!
what do they want with me?
I cannot face those faces
I’m on a suspended license
riding up in my junker with dog hairs
gray goatee and brown eyes, dodging
with a shuffling hunching
mortal coil nearly shucking
all these days of years, drinking
leaking me on the barroom’s floor
a living hole
should take a big step through yon skyward’s door
no kids’ picture to present
not even a surly seed
or his mother’s needs
just me
drinking foghorns of time
sleeping on cement slabs
bars and paper crosses
glued with mint toothpaste
Who could believe?
we were ever seventeen
bursting threads and heart seams
marching with golden horns and blue pennants!
one more look over the yearbook
